To the friends I’ve lost throughout my life, I’m not arrogant enough to believe I didn’t play a part in our failed friendship. I have my quirks and my faults, I might not always be the easiest to get along with and I cancel plans more often than not. I am awful at replying to messages and I’m extremely stubborn, but I value my friends and love them with my whole heart.
I remember our friendship and think about it more than you think I do. I remember sleepovers in junior high, I remember nights out during high school and I have never spilled any of your secrets.
To the friends I’ve lost throughout my life, I miss you so much, and I’ve missed you since we stopped being friends. I’ve missed having someone to talk to about things only you’d understand and I miss laughing with you about the stupidest things until we almost pee our pants. As much as I miss having you in my life I probably won’t ever message you because I’m too afraid you don’t miss me or that we’re too far gone to try and mend what we lost.
To the friends I’ve lost throughout my life, know no matter what my door is always open and my shoulder is there to lean on. Know that wherever life takes us if you ever want to message me, I will never say no. You are still important to me and I’m so sorry for my part in our lost friendship.
And to the friends who’ve lost me throughout their lives, I know my worth, and I know that my friendship is one that should be valued. I don’t think twice about the people who have cut me out of their lives or the ones that I’ve cut out of mine — it was better off in the end. A toxic friendship is not worth the effort. I don’t have any regrets, I forgive you.
Our lives are too short to be burdened by hate and regrets. I don’t harbor any negative feelings and neither should you, I’ll always be just a call away if you ever need me.
I wish you all the best